repulsion 6 / room 5

i use this room like a disease uses a body.  i corrupt it, eat away at it, mar the walls with my hands. the room smells of my blood. i am in the bed.  the mattress is rotting beneath me.  my urine has eaten a hole in it.
i can't tell where my body leaves off and the matress begins.
when i get up to go to the toilet, i tear my body in half.